wake up. attacked within a half hour. :-/ weapon: unforgiven forgetfulness.

"why didn't you call me?"
"i was supposed to call you?"
"*"exact quote of my promise to call"*"
*remembers*"i'm sorry.... i forgot..."

too many lines to think on and explore... -_-
i forgot. :-/ why did I forget? i had other stuff on my mind from a complaint about my work from a co-worker. and i slept longer than normal, which is good cause i needed the solid chunk of sleep, and bad because i planned around my normal waking up around a certain time. had I not let myself have such a down and draining night, perhaps my mind would have been clearer to plan to call -- no... >.<>

major tasks completed: 1 of 4
progress on uncompleted tasks: 0%
- needed: time & energy

only way for me to have things run right with her is if i focus all my extra energy on her. not on just others -- on just her. when she's not center stage, stuff falls appart.