that felt weird... i felt disconnected from everything around me... i had to look around at everything to be aware of anything. when i got to the street just before my block, i looked back behind me and just felt this powerfully bad feeling from the west. i felt afraid and wanted to run, but i know i have nothing to fear. i prayed for understanding of it, for protection from it, and prayed against it.

my house is going to go up for sale in January. we have to move by the middle of January.