when no one's looking... what do i see? hello, i am no one, and i am looking. i see beauty, that's all i see. deep in mesure and in means, expanding far and intimatly woven into the seams. my heart sits idle... fully awake yet dormant -- precarious in nature. is precarious a good thing? patience is... persistance is... perserverance is... but precarious?

Main Entry: pre·car·i·ous
Pronunciation: pri-'kar-e-&s, -'ker-
Function: adjective
Etymology: Latin precarius obtained by entreaty, uncertain -- more at PRAYER
1 : depending on the will or pleasure of another
2 : dependent on uncertain premises : DUBIOUS
3 a : dependent on chance circumstances, unknown conditions, or uncertain developments b : characterized by a lack of security or stability that threatens with danger synonym see DANGEROUS - pre·car·i·ous·ly adverb - pre·car·i·ous·ness noun

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Main Entry: 1prayer
Pronunciation: 'prar, 'prer
Function: noun
Usage: often attributive
Etymology: Middle English, from Middle French preiere, from Medieval Latin precaria, from Latin, feminine of precarius obtained by entreaty, from prec-, prex
1 a (1) : an address (as a petition) to God or a god in word or thought (2) : a set order of words used in praying b : an earnest request or wish
2 : the act or practice of praying to God or a god
3 : a religious service consisting chiefly of prayers -- often used in plural
4 : something prayed for
5 : a slight chance {haven't got a prayer}

...more at prayer... and more in prayer...
how can i tell her how i feel? how can i share with her what i know? it is dangerous to break the ice... the ice wall is transparent and i don't know how thick it is. is it completely transparent or does it distort my view? if i attack it with a sledge hammer, will it shatter and cut me like glass? doe i have enough warmth to melt through it? ...a phoenix on the other side of a sheet of ice... beautiful and brightly burning... how can i break the ice that can blocade a phoenix? i dont know -- but i can't not try.