wow. ok
--too much too fast to doccument it all, i can put stuff in note form and maybe elaborate more later.

thursday, verbal workout was good. i lost that round and was left a little stunned and confused at the end. sunday, the sermon addressed that exactly, and explained everything clearly, so now i can bring it up again and explain myself better. A point I fell at was why I don't look at girls, and that all girls are beautiful, so it's fine to look. I cling to God's word that to even look at a woman lustfully is to commit adultry with her in your heart. since that's been challeneged, i have a deeper understanding that yes all women are beautiful, and it is possible to appreciate a woman's beauty, but where does a woman's beauty lay? In her breasts and/or butt? Those aspects of a woman's beauty are set aside only for her husband.

lived a 28 hour day. that was the end of my strenght... i litterally was nodding off to sleep as i was standing up. it was scary, and horrible. -my friend commented to me that the Lord will provide all the energy i need to do his will, but if i step outside of that, i'm on my own. -and another thought/realization/observation i had earlier was that Ni-Cd rechargable batteries, every now and then, need to be drained completely in order to be filled completely.
-back to details: Worked friday into saturday, (been packing all week and working all week), packed a lot more on saturday, prayed for help to move, asked people to help, people came late for what my plans were, but perfectly on time for what God's plans were. fewer people came than were my plans and expecatations, but exactly the right people came for God's plans.

i know where i will be living shortly, even though the details aren't there physically. i know who my wife will be, even though all the details aren't there physically. i know because her beauty has been revealed to me.

that's about it in summary i think. now i'm off to sleep, then off to work. then more stuff to do monday.