hmm... thoughts? heart? mind? spirit?
I like Rhonda... it's going to be fun getting to know her.

--i feel weak at the moment... tired? eh... lazy, sure.. is there more strength in me beneath this surface? --i believe so.. why is this current level so weak and dreary that i'd need to dig deep? --maybe this is where i should be.. i just spit out a quote and expounded on a concept from this morning, and i just cut through and spoke into someone's life.

i want my Karina -- it's selfish (is it?) it's stingy (is it?) but i just want to hold her tight. I am battling for her heart yet the battle is not for me. The battle is for her sake because Christ already has the victory. She is God's child, God's creation, God's beloved daughter, his loved one, his dear heart, his love bucket, his high royal princess. I am but his servant, i strive to be loyal and to him hold true. his will is pure and perfect, the flaws are in my following. i grow weak and wobble and stumble along the straight and narrow path, yet giving my all to pursue him and never looking back; with regrets or worry or wonder of what there could be, if I didn't decide to die to myself, pick up my cross and heed his calling to me to follow him.

i'm sleepy..
when i sat down for lunch at work, i had a wide array of food. but something wasn't quie right, i was missing God's word. So before I ate, i went to my locker and got out the bible, i didn't have a paper o follow along with reading what was in my 1-year plan, so i just opened at random and started to read at random and ended up reading the story of when David fought and killed Goliath. good stuff, strong faith, God's victory, David was just a part of the battle.