I recieved a very encouraging e-mail from my friend :) I shared some of the problems I've been having with him, and he offered to help me in any way he can. that's love... This is my reply e-mail to him

Thank you very much for your desire to help me :-D it
means a lot to me. I do need your prayers. Please just pray for me as the holy
spirit leads you to pray. I am running into small traps and trials already, and
having a hard time with them -- I am eager to take on more bigger challenges,
but apparently I still have a lot of learning and growing to do. Which doesn't
mean in the least bit that I'm going to back down and stop pursuing God's will.
The winds and the waves distracted Peter from walking to Jesus, even though the
path to Jesus was on water. When he focused on Jesus, he was able to walk on
water, and when he lost his focus, Jesus came to him and lifted him up.

~In Christ

I have told 2 people about this blog. quite something I'm a bit nervous about, but at the same time, know I have no reason to be nervous. I'm not writing this to an audience to captivate anyone's attention, but simply writing for the sake of, I feel like it, so I'm gonna do it :)