wooooooooooooow... i got a taaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaask... woah @.@

tonight someone started chatting with me and asking some boldy deep questions. i met each with complete open honesty in the simplest way i could express. he liked my answers and invited me to join this super exclusive guild in a game online, but it strives to be more than just an online guild and from briefly talking with him, it seems beyond clique into the realm of being a cult perhaps? this is like right up my alley... yet i fear -- ...what do i fear? inadequacy? ...what do i fear? I am NOT going to lose my faith -- I hold to the truth, and more importantly the truth holds onto me. Lord please guide me. What am I walking into? Where are you leading me? Show me what I need to see, tell me what I need to say, teach me what I need to learn for your glory, for your purpose, amen..

i can master any game in a day or two. i can lead empires in online RPGs. i know the hurt and loneliness of those who live online. i know the love of Jesus. ...this is gonna run deep...