... o.o;; periodically... there have been times in my life... where i've sorta disconnected from things -- events occur and pass by -- experiences too massive for me to comprehend or take in all at once or piece by piece... almost as if my heart goes into a state of shock by being overwhelmed with what it knows about the situation. as i explained some of the actions of my heart to a dear friend of mine, she commented that my heart is shy, and that it is adorable. lol. -- train of thought distracted.. gotta run off to work... T_T -- oh! that's what i was saying.. the final key -- the needed piece -- the extra bit ontop of all i have and am... next week it will all piece together and that's when the adventure begins... i'm so excited! and frightened... and amazed -- and so is she! for as many words as i have -- i feel myself speechless. -- gotta go to work... otherwise i'd prolly say more now.