oh... my beloved... i have found you, but you are broken... :'( i cannot fix you, for it would break me to try.... which would do neither of us any good. i want to take you to our maker -- he fixed me and i will ask him to fix you! my heart aches for you... i wish that you could see now.... i know you will be able to soon... to look beyond the obvious, at what's right in front of you... recalling a revelation from years ago...