WHAT?!?! I so knew this years ago!! ?? i knew years ago that my heart and mind were so complicated that a girl would have to quest to find it if she really wanted it. or i had the thought that i should put it where she must quest to find it. i think that was in response to me being heart broken.

"SilverSonic105: i was on the phone with her

warriorchi3: with her? >.>

SilverSonic105: it's a unique experience in life to find the other half of yourself that you didn't quite notice you were missing or living without."

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SilverSonic105: this is gonna be like a roller coaster ride -- right now we're climbing up the safe slow easy part, and at some point we're going to reach the peek and the reality that we're way high up is going to sink in just before or just as we plumbet down frighteningly so..

SilverSonic105: at that point we'll just have to trust that we have been following God in our steps leading up to that point, and he will be faithful to guide us in and through even that

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