im scared of the future. although i don't think so directly. i'm scared of losing the past. there are some things that have helped me tremendously along the way thus far, but i must admit that i am changing and those things that have helped me are of a different use to me now.. some can become dangerous and a hindrance and it seems as though all are not able to help me as they have been able to before.

i have 1 constant, 1 source, 1 companion, through it all and in it all. that is Christ.