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Why does my heart beat so fast and shift so swift?? with all the restraints and constraints gates and fences designed to pen it in and protect it from rushing into where it may not be welcomed wanted trusted or safe -- it still runs rampant. ok -- so not quite really so rampant.. this is intriguing -- this is quite unique -- perhaps i see exactly what i seek? i dont know... my heart aches... it is weary from past mistakes? no... not mistakes -- potentially missunderstandings yes, but not mistakes.

@.@ aaaaaaaa! too many thoughts all at once @.@ So many levels, can't... type.. all.. at... once ...

the best place to hide something is right in front of you in plain view. ok.. as soon as i can make some sense of all of this -- i will try to keep you posted.