long dream, kinda lingering with me, not all the details from beginning to end... wasn't a bad dream, but i was scared through much of it. 4th of july i think, or at least some big celebration. i was in philly, wanted to get to new jersey. had a few options. the trains weren't running there, so i was gonna walk on the tracks to get there anyway. only problem with that was it was a large wide open area i had to walk alone to get to. that's a fear/phobia of mine, can't really explain it, something about me feeling small maybe? started walking, tried to cross the river without getting freaked out by it. was a beautiful day, tried to take pictures on my cell phone along the way. at one point tried to ride the train, found that extension of the train blocked off because of the holiday, so the train wasn't running there. called my grandmom on the phone to ask her if the trains were running cause we had tried to get across the river to new jersey the previous year and she informed me no the train wasn't going through that station on that day. i tried to tell someone else who was on the phone and looked like they were waiting for the same train that it wasn't coming, he took a moment out of his cell conversation to acknowledge me trying to inform him and silently tell me "I know, I work here, thanks" and I realized his hard hat and sweats were because he was working on the construction going on around there. there was this huge roller coaster bridge that was white all wood, just a bunch of high ups and downs. I think I tried to cross over by foot on that at some point, maybe got way too scared and didn't make it. Some other route I tried to take was along the ground, I kept finding dry ground to walk on, but it was wet like marshlands, ... no wait... I DID cross over on the giant roller-coaster bridge. the bridge had the head of a dragon, Chinese festive style dragon. When I got to the other side, everything was already closed up. It was evening time. I was on the phone with my grandmom again because I was letting her know I made it across to the other side, but everything was closed so now I was trying to figure out a way back. I started walking, kinda along with a bunch of other people. It looked like we could keep walking along the ground across the river. the ground was wet everywhere almost like it was flooded, but it was at sea-level and the river was everywhere around it. I started to get scared, or realized my fear of traveling across the river again. Then the ground started breaking up, and the river started overtaking the ground we were walking on. practically found myself go from walking to swimming in a brief moment. There was a boat that people were getting on so I swam to it and got in for safety. By in, i mean inside, there was an enclosed area. The giant roller-coaster dragon turned aside and left. that scared me, something about something so big like that moving so fast in such a way -- i dunno really. I was still on the cell phone with my grandmom, and I was clinging to my cell desperately as if it were an important key to me getting home. once inside the boat, I started talking with my grandmom again, but then at some point the signal cut out. The boat went under water then pulled into this under water parking garage then they started bringing people out. I then realized I had boarded a police boat and I was traveling with a bunch of people that were being arrested for some minor offense, no one was in handcuffs and the police weren't heavily armed. I realized I was in a little town a few miles in from the shore, and was glad I was with the police and hoped they could help me get home. Around then is when I woke up so that's about the end of it. i woke up still scared of the portions that scared me..
whAt's in a titLe?
this is the random freeflow of thoughts running rampant through my mind as they spew forth from my head to my hands as I type them. Grammatically and spellingly it may not be correct -- however, odds are it will be understandable if read carefully. Yet not too carefully lest you read more into what was written than is actually there. ideas form, change and develope from beginning to end
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