Good morning.
this is a red post, but it's not about the phoenix. I just felt as though red was appropriate for this one.
I am sitting here, still in my grandmom's house. I am about to sign the 1 year lease for my house with my roomate. I am about to be baptized. And, I'm about to have my artists begin recording in the studio.
On Wednesday, I came home, ate some food, took care of a couple things, the bare minimum basically, and then went to sleep. I practically slept for a full 24 hours straight. then I took care of laundry n' stuff throughout the day as I finished reading the book of Acts. each of my brothers & sisters that I had interaction with had something deeply encouraging to say to me. it is quiet and peaceful before the storm... every moment that passes brings me one moment closer to ... ? "It starts right here, don't know where it stops but it starts right here" ~ Starts right here by Deep space 5. I'm excited. I don't feel any fear right now. there are so many things that i have mastered in small doses without putting forth 100% of my effort. no holds barred -- 100% full dedication to service of Christ - wherever that will lead, however i am needed, whatever i am needed for -- i want more so i can give more -- i want to have so i can share --
"are you really ready to see what is going on out there...?"
"yes and no... yes because i think i am ready and i want to, and no because there's no way for me to be ready until i confront it"
curent answer: "yes. Here I am, I am ready."
set...