*realization* o.o;;;;; i fear for you... for this time as I fast now... I'm chatting with a buddy of mine about this right now, and I realized a few things..

WW: does this worry u frequently? what specifically worries u concerning a wife?

WW: if it makes u uncomfortable don't say so,but always talk to me whenever u feel like it. it is covered in prayer for now, so no more questions.

WW: what events filled ur day?

105: I got another IM and it's taking me a moment to think about it to type it.

WW: lol kk take ur time

105: There's a plethera of worries and concerns that come and go in such a manner that as I look at them now, they seem to be a collection of attacks and distractions the devil has devised to keep me from finding and pursuing her by keeping me knotted up and feeling insecure about myself and my abilities and the promises God has made to me.

and following that line of thought, I just realized -- I am pursuing God as earnestly as I can concerning you for the next 7 days, thus Satan will attack me during this, but even more so, he will be launching attacks against you too to keep us apart. i pray for protection for you, especially now more than ever...